I’ve been perusing some Mormon Mommy Blogs (I know, some of my non-LDS friends just gagged — it is a pretty bad name… but they’re good writers, some of them). Anyway, I need to start doing some more snippets of our life… because this particular life of mine is very fleeting.
That P. I coudl literally watch her eat for hours. Those pudgy little fingers grabbing a black bean or piece of bannana and her little arm that unfolds and twirls as if to say hello. I want to eat her up. I want to freeze her. I can’t believe my life was almost without her. She is giving me life as of late.
I spend a lot of time looking at clothes on the internet. And by a lot of time, I mean a few minutes a couple of times a week. Today I was looking at Shabby Apple and wondering if I’d ever fit into anything from that site. Sure, I’m losing weight and thigns are going well but I always have a little perstering voice in the back of my mind saying I’m going to gain it all back and I’ll always be fat.
Work. Seems like people are fighting and I didn’t even know about it. I love that job though. I feel realy blessed to have it almost every day of my life. But, much like children sometimes I want to put a pillow over my head and let the chaos insue without me.
Spencer. That guy is sure getting a raw deal many days. This morning he came to me with the lost jacket face. I mean, he hasn’t lost a jacket ever but I started my regular rage of motherhood. He didn’t deserve it. Just look at the adorable mothers day card he made me:
That’s me. I’m super mom. Able to save kids from crazy monsters (like lost jackets or forgotten library books). Or save them from the jail of never-ending monotony. I love that little guy. I need to read a book with him this afternoon.
I need to do that more then clean.
It’s true.
hoLLy says
hey! thanks for commenting on my blog today. and sorry there wasn’t a cupcake warning:) hehe.
btw, love that picture. supermom to the rescue! 🙂
Lara says
That mother’s day card is awesome!
And shut down the voice! You will lose the weight. You can do it and you will do it! Look how far you’ve already come! 🙂
Jill says
hi hilary! so glad you took the time to say hello today. hope you’ll come back and visit again!
darling little family you have btw 🙂
Shelle-BlokThoughts says
I totally understand about the voice with your weight. I have that voice also. It’s horrible and I wish I could get rid of it and turn it off, but it just doesn’t seem to happen for me because I have tried so many times. But I still work at it, eat better than the day before, work out, fall of the wagon… it’s a vicious cycle.